history of our love xxx

march 5th 2012

wendyhouse

wide awake


excerpt from the history of LOVE

and then there was Eve


weeping...

i was not a wife but i am a lover...


the day started mild,went to town to see the love of my life..
the love i know that is constant,

the heavens started crying on the time we were supposed to be together..
there was a lot of foreboding,
even now the heavens is weeping... with me...

how do i control it,this emotion,
that is very human?

the news that suddenly came ,,, is supposed to be of happinness...
but we both knew what it will bring me...


it will bring me home..
my glass home ...
it is built with a lot of care,
make sure everything is there..

a lot of love
a lot of intimacy
a lot happinness
a lot of human emotions...
and a lot of acceptance..

everything should be constant

make sure he is there
taking care of things that we put togehter..



we both cried,of the sadness in our hearts,
we both knew this will change a ot of things...but...

how strong are we to go through with it?
how strong am i to go through with it?

my Darling,his heart is aching..
if i can hold it in my hand,i would hold it
and kiss it and make sure the promises are kept...

but how can i do it if i was lost?

the history of our love,
the love that anyone would have wanted,
we have it,how bittersweet it is

what does it take to make myself worthy?
where do we go from here?

i am lost,i am so lost...

but i am more lost without You
holding my hand,always beside me..